Indecision

INDECISION

Never been one for making a decision

Often, I simply go with the flow

Some times that makes others irritable

Guess they are looking for a leader to follow

I'm not saying I'm a follower

I do things on my own time

It is hard to pin me down or claim ownership

I'm not one of those types

I'm loyal when available and will give everything I have

But I hold grudges when I'm forced off my path

I keep people at arms length that are questionable

If you look in my eyes I'm an open book

I never hide my feelings

It is not my fault some choose not to look

I'm quiet and shy and boastful and loud

I carry a lot of pride

The weight is sometimes unbearable

Especially when there is nothing to be proud about

This is as true as I get

I'm consistently not very consistent

I am who I am, take it or leave it

Never been one for making decisions

Often, things fall into place after time

Now you know all this about me

You decide if I should be in your life

R. Hosking

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